Karma always finds everyone and the balance she uses is the same for us all big and small. i’m not worried. i hate myself more than you ever could. i didn’t a year ago, but i do now…. i choose to hate myself more than any hater can so that when things like this happen, others cannot hurt me more than i hurt myself. you make it about what I am doing to you…. its about sabotaging myself before others can. i think i am doing a great job at it too. self destruct is the only option i have left…